According to A Course in Miracles there are only two emotions- Love and Fear. One is changeless and the other has many forms. Fear is an illusion and very destructive, it creates a story that only you can see. This fear is not real; therefore, it can be dissolved. Fear arises for many reasons; my fear is heavily based on abandonment and loss. When I feel lost or alone, my vision is blocked and I cannot see love guiding me. So, I close my eyes and open my heart, when I listen closely I hear love whisper “surrender.” Surrender into the present moment, the only reality that exist. Stop striving, there is nothing to fix for you are not broken. Surrender into the source of love and peace will scoop you up and hold you. Let go, everything is all right. You are perfect and being guided. Let go and trust. 
 
Take 5 deep breaths, contemplate where are you creating a story based on fear? Can you begin to strip away the layers of fear and surrender into love? Journal how it would feel to let go and surrender- trust you are exactly where you are meant to be. 

Little worker bees seek flower to flower to collect sweet nectar, this collaboration not only nourishes their bee community but pollinate seeds that bloom beautiful flowers. It begins with the need to feed, just like we need to feed our soul with love and sweetness. From that need the journey begins and we encounter one flower at a time, eventually fields and fields of flowers appear, traces of gratitude spreads. Gratitude is an action that creates ripples effects of appreciation, and that action could be many things. To a prayer, gift, letter, or ritual, any practice with the intention to express thankfulness softens negativity. For me, gratitude is transforming suffering into self-empowerment. When I look back at moments that I can begin the process of dismantling my story, I begin to feel freer and more liberated. The power of gratitude is love. Start where you are and stay gentle with yourself as you begin the process. Start small to collect the sweet nectar in your life! 
 
What habits are you grateful for learning and practicing?
 
Think of one person who has sweetened your life this year in some way? What are 3 positive contributions they’re made to your life?
 
What are you thankful for not having?
 
Today, I can show my gratitude by….
 
If you would like to go a little deeper, join my FREE online course Empowered Gratitude with meditation and creativity. Enjoy!    
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Thank you 2018 for the lessons and adventures you brought me. The sincere connection to each and every student I've encountered, allowing me to fulfill my mission and witness their revolution. Grateful for those specific souls that pulled me to the side and reminded me why I do what I do.  Here's to the continuation of learning and teaching the energy of surrendering and rediscovering radical self-love. I am ever so grateful to have my parents alive so I can tell them how much I love them. And YOU- life, source, God, my promise is to practice self observation, to be present for it all, to be more me, and to serve my community.  Thank you for this gift of life, love, and creativity. Next year I crave to honor my wild side, to listen more attentively, to keep it simple, to trust, practice devotion, and spread kindness. I look forward to what 2019 has to offer without a doubt that it is all unfolding just how it suppose to be. 
 
What i am seeing? 
i am seeing textures and colors speaking.
i am seeing silver skies and chamomile tea.
i am seeing love bloom.
 
What am i missing?
i am missing the trust of adventure.
i am missing connection to source.
i am missing my light.
 
What am i choosing?
i am choosing to love you more.
i am choosing to connect in a more honest way.
i am choosing to meditate first.
 
What am i releasing? 
i am releasing old relationships. 
i am releasing doubt. 
i am releasing ego.
 
 
Thank you 2018.

​I was born under a new moon on a Thursday, when the sky was dark offering a sweet opportunity to become still, listen, and inspire. Naturally drawn to this introspective energy, it felt only natural to do certain practices and rituals to tune into this mystical moon vibration. I love the concept of a new beginning, a second chance, a fresh start, because this feels human to me, but most importantly it reminds me that I am woman. 
 
Every month, the universe aligns the cosmic energies for us to begin anew, verses a new year designed by human construct. When I began to truly understand the lunar cycle, I couldn’t have been more pleased spiritually, not only did I realize that my intuition kept pulling me towards the moon tides, but that there is truly an ebb and flow happening every 28-days that effects our emotional patterns and energy. 
 
Each moon phase offers a special quality to work with, the most famous is the full moon, infamous for it's glorious energy that brightens our starry nights. But like I said, the new moon feels special and reminds me to slow down and take the time to reflect. There is endless wisdom to be contained, studied, and practiced from the moon, so here are some of my favorite practices to explore if you find yourself seduced by natures rhythms and cycles on this beautiful new moon day.

1. Slow it down: the moon’s illumination is from the reflection of the sun, and the new moon is at its complete darkness. So it is natural to want to slow it down a little, take time to reflect on life’s journey, and honor where we are. Slowing it down could mean minimizing social plans, creating space for a bath, or work from home.
2. Meditation: the new moon is at its quietest and mirrors the precise energy to sit still, breath, and simply listen. I love to meditate with candles, essential oils, and crystals to heighten the experience, but sometimes simply setting a timer for 20 minutes is sweet enough for me.
3. Journal: This is a sweet time to reflect, set new intentions, and journal from one’s stream of consciousness. I have kept a moon journal for many many years and witnessed interesting patterns and ideas flow through me, and take note on how many moon wishes have manifested!
4. Yin yoga: I love teaching on new moon days! The new moon is the perfect time to slow the flow and recharge, which yin yoga offers a practice of renewal and rejuvenation. Take a class or simply practice from home, allow the deep stretches to release tension in the hips, open the heart chakra, and shift perception with gentle inversions. 
5. Ceremony: This is my favorite, a gathering of sisterhood to come together like our ancestors did to celebrate, share, and plant new seeds. Creating a collective energy of the divine feminine is by far the most profound experience to elevate the consciousness of  lunar energy. 

 
I hope you have found this journal blog relatable or helpful and if you have any questions or comments please share with me on the comments below. If you would like to experience a moon ritual I am offering an online moon circle to honor every new moon energy. 
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