When you are whole, the demands melt away.
I find myself in moments of neediness that what I am truly seeking is to feel complete. But the truth is the I am completely whole there is nothing externally that will complete me. When I sit in stillness, no demands arise. I feel my breath in utter ease, no constrictions and no blockages- simply flow. We cannot demand love nor connection, but we can practice love and connection. We cannot change the past, but we can dissolve the drama for liberation. There is no need to demand and we owe not one demand of others.
Deeper exploration: Create a list of what you are demanding from life, people, and yourself. And consider how it would feel to let it go.
Thank you 2018 for the lessons and adventures you brought me. The sincere connection to each and every student I've encountered, allowing me to fulfill my mission and witness their revolution. Grateful for those specific souls that pulled me to the side and reminded me why I do what I do. Here's to the continuation of learning and teaching the energy of surrendering and rediscovering radical self-love. I am ever so grateful to have my parents alive so I can tell them how much I love them. And YOU- life, source, God, my promise is to practice self observation, to be present for it all, to be more me, and to serve my community. Thank you for this gift of life, love, and creativity. Next year I crave to honor my wild side, to listen more attentively, to keep it simple, to trust, practice devotion, and spread kindness. I look forward to what 2019 has to offer without a doubt that it is all unfolding just how it suppose to be.
What i am seeing?
i am seeing textures and colors speaking.
i am seeing silver skies and chamomile tea.
i am seeing love bloom.
What am i missing?
i am missing the trust of adventure.
i am missing connection to source.
i am missing my light.
What am i choosing?
i am choosing to love you more.
i am choosing to connect in a more honest way.
i am choosing to meditate first.
What am i releasing?
i am releasing old relationships.
i am releasing doubt.
i am releasing ego.
Thank you 2018.
I was born under a new moon on a Thursday, when the sky was dark offering a sweet opportunity to become still, listen, and inspire. Naturally drawn to this introspective energy, it felt only natural to do certain practices and rituals to tune into this mystical moon vibration. I love the concept of a new beginning, a second chance, a fresh start, because this feels human to me, but most importantly it reminds me that I am woman.
Every month, the universe aligns the cosmic energies for us to begin anew, verses a new year designed by human construct. When I began to truly understand the lunar cycle, I couldn’t have been more pleased spiritually, not only did I realize that my intuition kept pulling me towards the moon tides, but that there is truly an ebb and flow happening every 28-days that effects our emotional patterns and energy.
Each moon phase offers a special quality to work with, the most famous is the full moon, infamous for it's glorious energy that brightens our starry nights. But like I said, the new moon feels special and reminds me to slow down and take the time to reflect. There is endless wisdom to be contained, studied, and practiced from the moon, so here are some of my favorite practices to explore if you find yourself seduced by natures rhythms and cycles on this beautiful new moon day.
I hope you have found this journal blog relatable or helpful and if you have any questions or comments please share with me on the comments below. If you would like to experience a moon ritual I am offering an online moon circle to honor every new moon energy.